Am I Too Old

I can’t count all the times

I tried to reach, but fell apart

Stood proudly, with nothing to boost

Well, here’s a vicious guess                              


The world is against me

 

Am I now too old?

Too frail to prevail

Hallucinating impossible dreams

Am I delusional?

 

They say

It takes very small small steps

To get over myself

And stop doubting, ranting

Should I keep on trying

If I’m only moving backward

In this dark evil and black world?

 

My heart rate rising

I feel the heat - and another beat

Should I throw it all away, away?

My weary soul is crying out, don’t fade away and never be afraid

I strive for fate to go my way, please go my way!

 

Look at all the days I lost,

the fun I missed - ‘Cause was too scared to risk

 

Am I now too old?

Too weak to live my dream?

Hallucinating impossible dreams

Am I delusional?

 

They say

It takes very small small steps

To get over myself

And stop doubting, ranting

Should I keep on trying

If I’m only moving backward

In this dark evil and black world?

 

My heart rate rising

I feel the heat - and another beat

Should I throw it all away, away?

My weary soul is crying out, don’t fade away and never be afraid

I strive for fate to go my way, please go my way!


Just let me breathe

Should strive for fate

to go my way, my way

But I’m nearing the deadline too soon, too soon